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Painful Poems

I Miss Being With You, I Miss Being What I Was When I Was With You..

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I feel that I’ve forgotten you.. I feel that I have moved on,
but the moment I see you in front of me.. and the moment you look at me,
I feel completely defeated.
I forget every thing and believe that you are still the love of my life.

I want to erase away our memories of fun !
I want to abandon you in my house of thoughts !
but what am I supposed to do??
You still make my heart beat the way you used to ..!

Look into my eyes.. you will still see that mad love in it,
You were my first love, you will always be so !
But when you left me.. you killed that loving person within me.
even if I move on in life, I’ll never be the way I was ..!

I miss being with you, I miss being what I was when I was with you ..!

I might fall in Love, but it’ll never be the same again …!!

I Have A False Believe That You Still Love Me..

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After getting cheated in true relationship,
I have heard lovers have committed suicide. 
I find life beautiful and i don’t want to die because..
I have a false believe that.. you still love me.

We used to speak for hours during night on phone,
Now night are lonely those days are gone. 
I then too refuse to change my number because..
I have a false believe that.. you still love me.

Sitting in a room with your picture in hand,
Eyes full of tears and i am unable to stop them.
My heart is not ready to forget your love because..
“I have a false believe that you.. still love me.” ..!

This pain inside cannot be explained,
As if someone is hitting nail on my chest.
But i always carry a smile on my face because..
“I have a false believe that you.. still love me. ..!

I asked my god to bless me with your love,
Instead of smile he has given me tears.
But still everyday i fold my hands in front of him because..
“I have a false believe that you.. still love me.” ..!

My friends tease me by taking your name,
They say you have cheated me and your love was fake. 
I don’t regret saying them back that i still love you because..
“I have a false believe that you love me too.” ..!

Its never late until the last breath and
I know you would be back by then.

Lets see who comes first.. you or death!

I Love You till the end.

I Believe You Were Made Especially For Me..

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If tomorrow I die & don’t get a chance again to say how much I Love You..
Just always remember,
That once I was Yours & once You were Mine.

I believe You were made especially for Me, but wonder if that could possibly be..
I’m tired of being so Alone and Blue… but I always smile when i think of You !

Waiting for that day….. when we’ll be together,
Holding on to that dream when we’ll share everything in our lives forever.

Trying to be strong.. so that when you’ll come to me..
I’ll greet you with warm smiles.. and holding your hands,
I’ll softly whisper into your ears ” I Love You” ..!

 

A Letter From A Broken Heart..

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Dearest,

I know I shouldn’t care or wonder how you are because someone is with you at this moment,

doing the role that I’m suppose to do.. but I can’t hide this hurt inside my broken heart.

I’m here trying to make a fool out of myself.. pretending like I don’t care about you, but i wish if you only knew what I’m going through.

You were my First Love and when you left, I wanted to be furious.. I wanted to scream.. and I wanted to cry loudly ! But i couldn’t do so with the thoughts that people will blame you for all this.

But my absent heart still beat for you. You know this Love comes from the deepest part of my heart. That’s the reason why I died deep inside when you left.

Now I’m fighting back emotions that I never fought before.. when you left I tried to stay calm, I thought I’d forget you one day.. but I was wrong.

No matter how much you’ve hurt me.. the more I stayed away from you, the more I realized how much I Love You and your Happiness is my first preference.

I wonder how you are now, I don’t know if you’re ok.. or something bothering you. Still, I wish you’re fine… I wish you’re alright… I wish you’re happy.

I just want to say.. “I never thought that I would meet someone who was so hard to forget ! and that someone is You !”

Hope you remember me,

only yours..

 

All For Love’s Sake..

Sad- crying girl- laying on floor- in memories

I’m so tired of this empty feeling,
I’m so tired of being alone,
I lay here staring at the ceiling
Waiting by the phone..

I jump when the phone rings,
It brings a smile to my face,
When he hangs up my heart stings,
And I sink back into my lonely place..

I wish and I dream,
That we’ll be together soon..
I can’t wait until we can look up hand in hand,
At the stars and at the moon.

I yearn for his kisses,
His touch – His embrace,
I can’t wait for Thursdays,
When I get to see his face.

I’m flooded with thoughts of him,
In my heart, soul, and mind
I imagine his touch!
So gentle and kind.

I try not to weep..
I hope he doesn’t hear my cries,
But I can’t stop the tears,
Falling from my eyes..

I cry a thousand tears..
And think – how much more can I take?
But in my heart I know I’d wait a thousand years.
All for love’s sake …!

© Susan Christensen